为自己加油

Choose the closest paraphrased version after the following sentence or the italicized part.

I attended the funeral with them and sat through it with a lump of cold lead in my chest and a big resolution growing through me.（ ）

A.
Throughout the funeral, I was filled with sadness．
B.
The sad atmosphere of the funeral almost choked me．
C.
At the funeral I felt as cold as lead from beginning to end．
D.
All the time I sat at the funeral with a heart as heavy as lead．